in bed...mmmm......alone....not mmmmmm

So..i eventually booked a restaurant...this place in town....it's kinda near the gay area,but that's not why i booked there..it was just recommended to me..by a straight person might i add.

Anyway this place was supposed to be different..you make up your own dishes for your main course and then watch them be cooked..there's suggestions as well though..if you don't feel like being adventurous...

So I met Levi at 6 and off we went into town..she didn't know where we were going yet..actually i was pretty nervous about whether she'd like it or not...it's weird..10 months together and we've never been out for dinner...so i didn't really know if she'd like this place..i was gonna go for italian cos i know she likes italian food....but with my dad being italian and owning a restaurant he kinda knows loads of other italian restaurant owners...so not really a good idea. And i thought well...if you make up your own dishes there's got to be something she'll like ...right?

We got there and it was kinda weird to start with.. we were both kind quiet and i looked at the starters on the menu and thought..shit.There's nothing on this that she'll like...it was either fish things (she doesn't like fish)..soup which is kinda boring ...or wild boar..she went for the wild boar in the end....i don't think she liked it too much...not good. Main course was better though..conversation started up like normal... and by the time we got to sweet (CHOCOLATE!) everything was great.I got the bill and paid...I couldn't believe it when she offered me money towards it..well i could..it's the kind of person she is..doesn't want me to spend money on her i think..but i'd said i would take her out to dinner and i've been wanting to do it for so long..so i paid..and it felt good.

(The reason i work is to earn money to spend it on things that are important..and my first valentines day with her is definitley VERY important.)

So...she said i was being the guy tonight.which i s'pose is true...i booked i ordered everything,i paid....it was good.

Then we went to this gay bar that i've never been to before..she thinks i was hinting to go there but i wasn't! It's just that she's been a couple of times and i've never been..and i wanted to opely be with her..that was the place for it...so we went..we found a comfy couch..had a couple of drinks.. it was good,very good.

And then it was time for home,unfortunatley..so here i am.

..in bed....mmmmm...alone...not mmmmm