ugh ugh ugh ugh UGH!

can you tell i'm still writing my essay?

I HATE IT!

i really feel like it is going round in circles , or even worse..nowhere,i am saying nothing original, nothing remoltely interesting and certainly nothing intelligent.I am so bored of writing it..so how the hell is some marker, reading hundreds of essays..probably on the same topic as mine going to find it interesting enough to give it a B? will someone please tell me that?cos i NEED a B!

jeez...we had an briefing about the honours English course today and it all sounded very interesting and very scary. At this moment in time i am wondering why the hell i want to put myself through another 2 years of this, with an hugely increased amount of reading and massively increased amount of essay writing , in which i will yet again be encouraged to think independently and intellingently and fail miserably.surely i should just make up my mind to fail now and get it over with?

So WHY on earth did i fill in the application form today?

Jeez i can't wait until this term is over.

I have to go write atleast another 200 words just now...or i could write another 1200 if i really want...i think i'll head for somewhere in between and hope that i come up with something interesting on the way there....if i don't get anything in another 300 words then i'm giving up...well concluding the essay i mean, cos the examiner will be well fed up by then and probably be cheered up by the fact that i have finshed rambling and possibly give me a better mark!!?..well ok maybe not...

I better go........

really i'm going now

must stop procrastinating...

did you know i have a massive dictionary and i found a word whcih isn't in it tonight that i know the meaning of?...diagesis..it just isn't there..

ok so if i knew the meaning of it why was i looking it up?...ok you caught me..i know the meaing of it ..i just didn't know the meaning of it...

ok..sorry, i'll go now

bye