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still a kid

2001-05-23 - 12:20 a.m.

well i went on thatblind date thing with levi the other night..strange experience indeed.

The girl..kerry i think brought a male friend with her,Chris ...he's a hairdresser and then another guy arrived..can't remember his name...they were all older than us..graduates...

It was weird...sitting there with these people we've never met before..eating a food we've never had before..sushi.I was the adventurous one out of us and went for the actual sushi option..just one of the small platters with a bit of each on it.Hmmmm..interesting..glad i tried it..just so i now know not to have it again.

So..they were all nice people and everything..talkative..pretty friendly...but they had the tendancy to make me feel very...small.

It's probably just because they're older but the converstion went something along the lines of..flat hunting..ex girfriend/boyfriends..soft drugs...major religion discussion...work..hard drugs.

Now ,as you probably all know..i don't really have any experience in any of the above areas at all...

apart from maybe religion where i know quite a lot..but since they were slagging christianity i thought it was best to keep my mouth shut.Chris,who was nice,if a bit fake asked how long we'd been 'out' for...hmm..well we're..not really are we..told him about having just told our parents..he went on about how it would 'get better,love'...they asked where we lived ..A "so do you still live with your parents?" kinda patronising question...hmm..yeah..we do...

The talk about drugs..did we do them?..no..."so you're pretty clean living girls then"..yeah

"you want to come into the Polo"...um ,no we kinda have uni tomorrow.

It felt like being back at school..not that i want to be able to join in discussions about the highs and lows of ecstasy at all..i'd rather have more chance of still being alive in the morning.

It was just all very surreal...but as i said they were all nice people..its just..well i think..you know how you think you're finally getting somewhere..have some experience behind you...know a little about the world and things...and then you meet people like that and think..hmm...i'm still such a kid.

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