so..things have been going ok lately,apart from the fact that i've only seen Levi for about 10 minutes in the last 4 days! :( :( :(It's cos of our shifts at work..i'm in 9-5 and the job is ok..but it gets boring after you've said the same things to about 20 people...i alsoe think what they're doing is a total waste of time cos after a year everything will have changed and it will all mean absolutley nothing.

Anyway,as long as they pay me!

Yeah so my parental units and little sis go on holiday for a week tomorrow.My lil sis is really upset that i'm not going,it's her first holiday with just the parents you see..i played with her all night to try and make up for it.I feel really bad about not going now :(

Hmmm..anyway,my big sis is still gonna be here though,and she might not be as co-operative as i had thought.We talked in the car the other night and basically she thinks i should be doing what mum and dad said and not seeing Levi for the rest of the 6 months..which will be over in October.So much for her being on my side.Although i do feel like a total cheat..playing the martyr and everything when really we haven't seen each other any less that we would have anyway.hmmm...another thing i feel really bad about.

Anyway....yeah so they go away and so i want to make the most of this week...i thought i could see Levi after work on wednesday night since thats her day off..only to realise i'd forgotten that she has one more shift ot work out at her old job,and it just happens to be this wednesday night,of all nights!Hmm,so i'm a bit upset about that..i had plans.Infact,and i know i said i want to make the best of it and i still will,but i'm a bit upset about the whole thing,cos not going on holiday with my parents originally meant that i could see LEvi loads and it would be fantastic and things,but now the way our work turns out it means I'm working tomorrow until 5 and she's working till about 11,then wednesday i work till about 5 and she starts about then till whenever..Thursday is her day off but i don't finish till 5 so we can't take full advantage of that...friday i work the same and she finishes at 6..so at least we'll have thursday and friday night together.Saturday she's working at 12 so we can't have too late a night on Friday...although we do both have Sunday off and there's a big concert thing going on in Irvine which we want to go to...all our friends are going too though now and maybe even my big sis...i think we should just go seperatley and try to avoid them all.

Oh and today i found out i have Monday off too!and i finish early on Friday and get paid for it!yay!

so anyway this week i see eating out,going out and lots of kissing. :)..i hope my forecast is right!

Onto sadder news...the last series of Young Americans was on Saturday.i am so so so upset about that.It was so sad.I have it on video and yes i have watched it over and over and rewound it and things..i know i'm sad but what can i do.It was horrible when the music came on at the end and it was gone.It was really horrible when Jake said to Hamilton "who said this was the end?" and then got on her bike...and it was the end..and i was thinking ok..so someone has to make another series of this...

PLEASE SOMEONE MAKE ANOTHE SERIES !!!!!!!..i've got my self all sad again now.

but to finish on a happy note...we get to keep the boy for summer!!!!!he got a job which means he can stay here and we can see him and its great!

And my parents are away tomorro and i hope my big sis has a lot to do this week...cos i have big plans and i don't want her getting in the way...

Anyway i promised my lil sis i wouldn't be long and i've been ages now.

I better go