We went to see a movie last night ,shown by the uni. film society..which i guess i should probably join or something...oh well..one day.

It was "Being John Malkovich"...it was so good!We sat in the kinda balcony bit...it was packed,but i sat with my arms around her the whole time..i don't know or care if anyone saw..it was so good...i held her until my arms hurt...and then i held her some more.And we walked home slowly when it was finished,and then i had to go home again,as i always do. I hate that.

Today i met her at 11..i always do on a tuesday..we went back to her's..usually it's just for an hour..cos i have a lecture at 12...but today i wanted to stay so much..and the lecture we had was completley useless anyway.She said i had to go,she wasn't going to be responsible for making me miss lectures...so i said i wasn't leaving.She said she was going for a shower and was just going to ignore me if i stayed so i should go...she left the room for 10 minutes..at the most...her bed looked so warm..and it smells of her...mmmmm...so i got in...just for 5 minutes...

An hour later i was woken up by this amazing kiss.God,how much do i want to be woken up like that all the time.Her soft lips...gently pulling me out of sleep..out of the dream that was about her...but the reality is so much better.She is so amazing,she had lunch all ready..it was like breakfast in bed..except it was lunch(i know that sounds really stupid and obvious,sorry)

Then we still had an hour left..and we snuggled up in bed,and held each other close,the way we do.I love the way we fit..don't you find that?...the person you love just fits so well in your arms...beside you..mmmmmm

The last 10 minutes before we had to go back to uni..i don't know what happened...she was lying with her back to me..you know that way where you fit your bodies into one another...and she brought her hand round to my back,so that she pressed against me...something took over me...severe bad timing though..we both got so turned on,i couldn't help it...and then we had to leave and we couldn't even do anything about it!..it was horrible,we wanted each other right there and then..we'd had like 3 hours together and that had to happen in the last 10 minutes!!!!!..just when we both had to go and sit through lectures or tutorials or something..andthink about each other..or i was thinking about her anyway.. I sat in french and thought about her..i sat in english and thought about her...i sat for 2 hours in a tv screenning and thought about her,how much i wanted her there in that cinema..in the dark with me... She came up just there,just for 15 minutes..of course my mum and dad came home just as she was about to leave..but at least there was enough time for a goodnight kiss and an i love you.mmmmmm